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  A Scandalous Wager

  Cassandra Samuels

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  A Scandalous Wager

  Cassandra Samuels

  As the Black Raven, she’s cold, distant and alone…untouched by the gossip and scorn of her aristocratic peers. Until he enters her house— and her life—then suddenly her icy shell is no match for the heat of attraction...

  Notorious Widow Lisbeth Carslake, Countess of Blackhurst was acquitted of her husband’s murder, but no one believes in her innocence. Known as the Black Raven, bringer of bad luck and death, she is eviscerated by the gossips and mocked in the clubs. She’s also the subject of London’s most scandalous wager.

  Oliver Whitely, Earl of Bellamy, needs money, but it takes more than a few drinks to take on The Black Raven Wager. He finds himself drunk, at her house, and—more surprisingly— agreeing to a business proposal at the end of a fire poker. She will let him win the wager, and he will help find her husband’s killer before the killer finds her. But business agreements don’t mean trust, and Lisbeth certainly doesn’t trust Oliver, her body’s reaction to him, or her heart.

  Love may be the biggest gamble of their lives, but is it a wager their hearts can afford to lose?

  About the Author

  Cassandra believes she should have been born in the 1800s, but since she wasn’t, she decided to write about the Regency period instead. She loves costume dramas, witty banter, Jane Austen and all things Regency. She lives with her husband and three children on the sunny south coast of Sydney.

  Acknowledgements

  I’d like to thank the lovely Kate Cuthbert and all the Escape team for believing in this book. Thank you to my editor, the amazing Brooke Moody for being so patient with a newbie.

  I can never thank enough my wonderful critique partners, Enisa, Marilyn and Allison who have given me nothing but positive constructive criticism when I most needed it. To Dana, Valerie and Therese who were there at the beginning of this book adventure, thank you.

  A huge thank you to all my Breathless in the Bush friends, whose support and friendship has been a gift on so many levels.

  Thanks to all my wonderful fellow writers on the RWAustralia Historical e-loop who are a constant source of laughter and knowledge.

  To my parents who have loved and supported me in all things throughout my life, especially my mother who let me loose on her bookshelves when I was fifteen and who now raids mine.

  Thank you to my husband, Alan, who has encouraged me and supported me through this writing gig with no complaints. And to my kids, who I love so much, even though they drive me crazy.

  This is dedicated to my grandmother, Amy Blanche Cary, for being the kindest, sweetest woman I have ever known. I miss you.

  Contents

  About the Author

  Acknowledgements

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Epilogue

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  Chapter 1

  London

  May 5, 1816

  From the diary of Lisbeth Carslake, Countess of Blackhurst.

  I refuse to give in to the curse of the Black Raven.

  I will change my destiny, my future.

  I will re-enter society.

  I will find my husband’s killer.

  I will prove my innocence.

  I will reclaim my life.

  ‘This is my solemn vow,’ Lisbeth bit out between clenched teeth, snapping the nib of her delicate quill. She slapped her diary shut, disregarding the inky mess it would leave and for a moment rested her head on its cool leather cover. Every day her anger grew but she could not let it rule her. She would not let it rule her.

  She breathed in and out slowly until her composure returned. Only then could she unfurl her fingers one at a time. She had lived long enough under the shadow of the Black Raven, it was time to put her plan into action and use her reputation to her advantage. It was time to fight back.

  Lisbeth knew her plan to re-enter society would take all her strength and determination, all her courage and conviction. Every smidgen of self-worth she had left which told her she deserved more than this life as a social pariah.

  The clock on the mantle chimed the quarter hour. She glanced up and frowned. No longer shackled to her abusive husband, she still found herself a slave to the relentless tick of time, of which he had made her so dependent. She felt in her pocket, pulled out a shiny silver pocket watch and flicked it open. Ascertaining the two timepieces were in accord, she closed the lid, pausing to finger the Blackhurst crest that adorned the cover. She closed her fingers around her husband’s watch until her knuckles were white.

  ‘I will never forgive you for what you have done to me, Nathaniel.’

  Lisbeth let out a loud sigh. Hating someone who had been dead for two years was useless. She needed to put her energy to better use. As she placed the watch beside the diary on the desk, her schedule caught her attention. It was only ink on a page, a list of things to do in a logical time limit, to fill her days from dawn ’til dusk. It showed all her daily activities in a precise and orderly fashion—even the length of time it should take to complete. She always completed her tasks in the allotted time.

  Oh, how she both loved and loathed it. She longed to pick it up, scrunch it in her fist and hurl it into the fire, but she dared not. It gave her purpose and direction when there was little in her life but misery and uncertainty. Now it protected her from the melancholy that threatened her every day since her husband had met his demise.

  A murder for which she had been blamed. She closed her eyes as the injustice of her situation flowed through her, like a rapid of bitter, vile poison.

  A soft knock startled her. She opened her eyes.

  ‘My lady?’ Rollands, her butler, stuck his head of grey hair through the doorway. ‘Sorry to disturb,’ he said as he entered the room. His tall lanky frame always moved at an unhurried, even pace.

  She smiled and felt a little of the tension leave her shoulders. Rollands was always a comfort to her. ‘What is it, Rollands?’

  ‘It is Lord Bellamy.’

  ‘He’s refusing to leave, I suppose? How typical,’ she said. Lord Bellamy had first pounded on her door and demanded entrance to win the Black Raven Wager over two hours ago.

  Her butler came forward until he stood in front of her desk, hands clasped in front of him like an apologetic child. ‘I’m sorry, my lady, but he says he will camp out on your steps until he is let in. I know you are heartily sick of his sort trying to win that wager. Would you like me to call the Watch on him now?’

  She was momentarily distracted by a noise coming from outside, but then turned back to Rollands. ‘It is freezing outside. He picked a bleak night to carry out his attempt to win that ridiculous bet… Whatever is he doing down there?’ she asked.

  ‘Whistling,’ he replied in a tone that showed he cared little that Lord Bellamy may catch his death of cold.

  Was that the sound she had heard outside? Lisbeth raised a brow. ‘Whistling? Well, at least he isn’t singing. Remember that one?’

  ‘With horrifying clarity, my lady.’

  Lisbeth looked down at her diary, remembering the words she had only just written within its pages, then up at Rollands and as
ked, ‘Do you think Lord Bellamy will do? For my plan, I mean.’

  Rollands considered her question for a moment then rubbed his chin with his thumb and forefinger. ‘He is an Earl. He is well connected. He does have the look of a hell cub and he seems…determined.’ Rollands took a step closer to the desk. ‘Are you sure you want to go through with this?’

  I must reclaim my life, she said to herself. ‘No,’ she answered. Her heart beating faster at the task she had set herself. ‘But I have to. I can’t keep living like this. Using someone like him is the only way back into society. And getting back into society is the only way I will be able to find Nathaniel’s killer and prove my innocence once and for all.’

  Rollands nodded. ‘I understand. The staff is ready to help, my lady. You need only tell us what you want us to do.’

  She glanced at her pocket watch on the desk, her focus blurry. She would not get emotional in front of Rollands, even though he was her only confidante. Instead, she gathered a breath, and her courage. ‘I will do this, and Lord Bellamy is going to help me. He just doesn’t know it yet.’

  Rollands bowed. ‘Very good, my lady. I’ll fetch him up, then?’

  Lisbeth nodded.

  Her butler’s weathered features softened. ‘Is there anything else you require?’

  She gave him a weak smile. ‘No, that will be all, thank you.’

  Rollands bowed and left the room.

  She rose from her chair to search out the warm comfort of the fire. The flames leapt and danced in the grate but the warmth never quite penetrated her outstretched hands. The coals seemed to glow with such life, but she knew it was all an illusion. The embers were nothing but the last warm breath of death.

  I am like this fire, she thought. I look alive but inside I feel dead.

  She took a deep, painful breath. Still, tears burned behind her eyelids. Is this what she had become? A wisp of smoke, a hazy vapour, a ghost of someone who used to be? She longed to be someone again. To feel wanted. Loved. To prove to them all how wrong they were about her.

  The only way to do that was to go through with her plan. A plan that would put her right in the middle of the viper’s pit called the ton and on the arm of a man she did not know, nor want to. But there was no choice. Fate had decreed that man to be Lord Bellamy.

  She could hear him whistling, the faint joyful tune so at odds with how she felt. The sound rose up through the incoming fog that slithered like a snake in search of prey, winding its way in and out of laneways and around lampposts as it consumed everything in its path, smothering it in a scaly, smoky blanket of silence.

  She had not always felt lost in the fog. There was a time when she had thought life to be full of music and candlelight and dancing. That was before. Before she had married Nathaniel, before she had been accused of his murder. And before everything had turned from light to dark. The ton had branded her the Black Raven—the bringer of bad luck and death. And so it had begun: the wagers, the taunts outside her window, and the horrified stares in the street. Was it any wonder she stayed indoors by herself, hardly leaving the house unless necessary?

  ‘Enough!’ Her voice quivered with emotions she had spent years binding tight within her.

  It was time.

  ***

  This is bollocks! He’d lost all patience, and feeling in his arse, an hour ago and now the entire bottom half of him was numb. Oliver wiggled his toes in his shoes and was happy to see they were still under his control. Although, were he to shoot himself in the foot five times he would surely not feel it. A comforting thought when one was freezing to death! He’d faced worse weather as a soldier in the Peninsula, of course, but that was a different place and lifetime ago.

  Oliver took a swig from his flask and saluted the Bow Street Runner who watched him from across the shiny, cobbled street. The runner, hired specifically to report on Oliver’s success or failure, was no doubt cursing him as much as Oliver cursed himself.

  What had possessed him to take on this wager? Temporary insanity caused by too much claret at his club, surely. Oh, and a fair amount of bravado as well. A slight fascination with the story of the Black Raven probably had something to do with it, and money, of course. Hours later, he could care less if the Countess of Blackhurst had two heads and a tail, let alone whether she had killed her husband or not. His sole motivation now was to get in and get out of her house and win said wager.

  Back in London for only a few weeks after cashing in his commission, Oliver had spent the time ignoring his late brother’s debts and drowning his misery by any means possible. London, he’d found, had many means. It wasn’t his usual strategy to try to avoid difficulties of any sort but this was not the physical battle he was familiar with. He’d found himself unable to fathom his grief and the fact he was well and truly in dun territory.

  The night had turned chilly indeed and although the runner seemed quite comfortable in his shabbily tailored coat, Oliver was not quite so prepared, dressed as he was in his evening clothes. Even now an ungodly fog rolled in from the Thames.

  He hated fog!

  Taking out his pocket watch he squinted at it in the dimness of the Countess’s front steps. She’d made him wait for two interminably cold hours. If not for his pride, and the emptiness of his pockets, he would have abandoned this ridiculous wager long ago. Had he known his only reward would likely be nothing more than a loss of sensation in his lower limbs, he would have stayed at his club and taken his chances at the gaming tables.

  Unfortunately, he’d allowed himself to be coerced into this damnable situation by his brother’s friend, Dalmere, amongst others.

  He took another swig from the flask and groaned. That was the last of the brandy. Now what was he to do? A sensible man would have gone home where it was warm. It became more apparent by the minute that he was not a sensible man. For lack of any other alternative, he started whistling again.

  He’d just built up a really good tune when the door behind him suddenly opened. Thank God!

  The Black Raven’s butler stood in the doorway. ‘The Countess will see you now, Lord Bellamy.’ The butler’s sneer was enough to make Oliver think his camping out on her steps was perhaps unwelcome.

  Oliver tried to stand up. His legs were mostly drunk, it seemed, and disinclined to participate. It wasn’t until he finally stood up that he realised how drunk the rest of him actually was. It was like the brandy had abandoned his lower limbs and now rushed to his head to play havoc with his equilibrium. The butler swayed sickeningly from side to side. This was not a good start.

  Get in and get out, Oliver told himself.

  He gave a quick glance over his shoulder at the runner, who now stood up with his mouth agape, and realised that he, Oliver Whitely, Earl of Bellamy, was about to enter the Black Raven’s House. It was a place where no gentleman had entered before, or at least not in the last two years. It was quite the achievement, really.

  Bravado was a marvellous thing when one was desperate and drunk.

  It was to be short-lived.

  Legs like lead made Oliver stumble over the threshold. The warmth of the entryway seared his chilled flesh. Another discomfort soon followed—pins and needles racked his lower extremities with merciless fervour. He whirled to leave, wager completed, but the butler closed the door behind him so he was forced to turn back to face the entryway.

  Capital! Trapped, by his own cleverness.

  The butler seemed as eager as Oliver to have this business over with. He demonstrated such by snatching the hat from Oliver’s head then waiting impatiently for Oliver to peel off his gloves. If the man only knew how difficult standing was at the moment he may have shown some mercy. The butler’s eyes narrowed to slits. Perhaps not, then.

  They began down the hall. Every step shot agony up Oliver’s legs but he carried on stomping loudly to regain some blood flow to his legs. The butler stopped and looked over his shoulder at him with a raised brow.

  ‘Pins and needles,’ Oliver offered.
/>   It was obvious the spindly fellow was unconcerned by Oliver’s predicament and simply carried on down the hall. Oliver looked around him as he followed. He wasn’t sure what he expected to see as they continued. Cobwebs, maybe, or ghoulish statues at least, but the house was remarkably unremarkable. This could be his Aunt Petunia’s place for all its apparent dullness. No, Aunt Petunia’s house smelt like her foul tonics and, besides, there was no snoring coming from the parlour.

  He now stood at a door. Another one! How long would he have to wait outside this one? Realising the butler had left him, he followed the grain of the wood on the door with his forefinger.

  Without warning, the door opened and Oliver was confronted with the two faces of the butler, both frowning. ‘This way, my lord.’

  Oliver nodded and fell in step behind the butler and soon found himself in the library. But this was not Henry’s library, it was somebody else’s. He took a few seconds to steady his stance and cleared his throat as discreetly as was humanly possible, blinking rapidly to get his eyes to focus properly.

  ‘The Earl of Bellamy, my lady,’ the butler announced.

  ‘Where?’ Oliver said, expecting to see his brother. Then remembered he was the Earl of Bellamy now. An ache erupted in his chest but weeks of practice had enabled him to keep from choking on his grief. The butler gave him one last ferocious frown, then backed into the hall and closed the door.

  He was going to be alone with the Black Raven. All of a sudden he didn’t feel quite so clever and realised he was more than a little foxed. His lack of intelligence was directly related to his state of intoxication but even in this lowered mental state he knew it was a bad combination. He was in no state to stand, let alone converse with this woman.

  What had he been thinking? Not much at all apparently. His brain seemed to be swimming in porridge and no small amount of brandy. Belatedly, he recalled the Black Raven was a suspected murderess. Not at all convenient timing.

  From what he could recall of Dalmere’s hasty tête-à-tête on the hack ride over, which was precious little now, she had never been convicted. Not enough evidence or some such thing. Still, one could not be too careful. Never underestimate the enemy and all that.